the future of the plot line of this show seems to be heading in a dark never ending pit of despair type of direction…
It’s entirely possible that once I catch up, I may legitimately never be happy again.
But I just love the characters so much I can’t stop watching. But that’s why it hurts.
Marriage Proposal of the Day: The planning! The dorkiness! The tears!
So imperfect it’s perfect.
[thanks, rob!]
I’ve been avoiding watching this because I knew it would make me cry. And I decided to heck with it and watched it. About a minute and a half in, I started crying, and it hasn’t stopped yet. Proposals just make me weep like nothing else. And this one was especially adorable.
omg Cas
srsly he’s wonderful and ngl I really thought Dean was gonna take his v-card during that one scene.
but Sam… just why? And if this whole thing is headed where I think it’s headed, I’m going to implode from feels.
So I’m thinking that twitter might not be lying to me. Eddie Izzard actually favorited my tweet. Mine is one of 11 tweets he has favorited since he created his account. I just don’t even. When did this happen? Was it right after I posted it? Was it yesterday? I don’t know! Mother of jayzus what even?!?!?
Okay so here’s the thing:
I love Cas. And I don’t understand how Destiel isn’t canon. Within like 2 episodes he was staring wistfully at Dean. It’s ridonculus.
Also, they could not have picked a better “theme song” than “Carry on Wayward Son”, but it fits so well that it never fails to make me bawl, and I am not okay with that. Can you even imagine what’s going to happen when one day it’s the series finale and it starts to play? The feels are just going to overwhelm and kill me, and I won’t actually get to see the episode. You aren’t supposed to make the audience cry at the beginning of the episode. You have to build the sadness to the point of absolute misery about 10 minutes from the end, and then explode it in their faces. Making me miserable from start to finish is just cruel.
In a related note, I find this show odd because almost nothing I see or hear or read is applicable to the show. Not the songs on the radio, not the stories I read, not anything. I was listening to a song a few minutes ago that made me sad, and that reminded me of spn, but it wasn’t at all relatable to the show in any other way. Usually when I get obsessed with a new show, everything seems to evoke it. But not spn. Except of course for ”Carry on Wayward Son”, which they exploit to it’s fullest emotional damage potential. I like that, for now, spn is a separate thing for me.
But god dang it it’s sad.
